Spring is gone....

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I'm sorry...I let you go..
I can't stop my fall..
Since then ..I've never lost myself...
But I've always..felt so small...

Words cost a lot to me..
Silence was there for free...
Wasted tears...roll down my eyes..
I'm not ....what I used to be...

Your listless eyes..told many words..
You were always very quiet
I'm sorry...I've never understood you..
And I hate myself..when I exploit...

And now when you're gone too far..
and lost somewhere in the crowd...
though you're here no more...
you're presence cries out so loud.

The sands of time has flown away...
I couldn't even say Goodbye...
But I promise ...I'll stay for you....
till the day...i fly away to the sky!!!!

Apology....

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You smiled and waved goodbye...
And flew away in the dark black sky...
Steamless Coffee...beans of dreams...
Hanging from paranoia...cries and screams..
Letters from sand...washed by waves...
one smile..one rose...takes to grave...
One light in dark...raises eyes...
One heart burnt and smoked to sky..
I wont ask you...its all right..
Its cool with me...you blind my sight!!!
Dont look back...you dont have to see..
You never promised...You'll be with me...
Ain't it over...ain't you gone???
its always sunset....its always dawn...
The light grows dimmer...and slowly fades...
Its black and white now....no more shades...
Go away and live your life...
l will leave now...with my knife!!!!
How much i write...you'll still be you...
What you've done...i can't undo....
Theres no light...theres still no hope...
I've two choice now...dope or rope!!!!

Star Gazing

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There was one Star...just one star today.

She would've gone...but I asked her to stay.

A lifeless Paper...a purple blue eye...

I gazed and gazed ... at the one star in the sky.

She said "No"... she wont stay for long....

She sat there...singing a quiet song...

I was tired of her...and I asked her to leave...

She took the lifeless paper.... and rolled it up her sleeve(?!?!?).

She asked me...How long I've been dead,

I just smiled and nod my silly head.

She walked passed me to the edge of the terrace.

Her coy smile, purple blue gaze...brightened up her face.

"You never knew...you were dead??"

"No...but I had a strange feeling", I said.

She smiled, "Now you know...you're there no more"

I nodded ....my gaze fixed upon the floor.

She showed me that one star, and said it was 'me' .

Being dead...Being gone...now the truth I could see...

"You've to shine there all alone....cos everyone is sore"

Aha!! but then....Am I really dead??? Or maybe I'm just a bore!!!

De Profundis Clamavit Ad Te Domine

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With drowsy steps, he moved towards...

the dilapidated house of gods...

Soaked in Blood, he looked behind,

Rigor calmy took over his mind.

He creaked open the door of Gold,

His eyes were blue....breath so cold,

He moved to the alter, for the sacrifice....

to wash his self from sinful vice.

He knelt down and bowed his head,

tears that touched the ground turned red.

Those shapeless souls heard him pray....

"De Profundis Clamavit Ad Te Domine..."

He felt more souls...looked down at him,

He felt the light from candles dim...

The shadows concert in his shade....

He drew out the blood strewn blade.

He pushed the blade, further deep...

and prayed to fall in a dreamless sleep...

The gushing sound.... lost in rain outside...

The house of gods...the place to hide!!!!

He raised his head to face the Lord..

to beg for peace..he found no word....

Then he dropped....cold and grey....

"De Profundis Clamavit Ad Te Domine"!!!